I know right?? Jeezuz.
Actually that does help some, thank you very much friend ;v;
I am so angry now
fucking hell, the doctor was being so fucking over dramatic about my pup’s condition. He had said earlier today that they gave him some medicine for his seizures but he was still having them anyways, and if he can’t get them to stop he should be put down.
And yet I called again and the vet tech. Jennifer picked up instead this time (I trust her so damned much, she’s so sweet and smart and she has raised all kinds of animals so well) and she told me what was really going on. My pup is doing better than he was this morning, he hasn’t had a full blown seizure since 11:00 this morning, shortly after they gave him the damned medicine. He’s only been having minor seizure like activity which she said was basically like a twitch. ((Which honestly that is probably just going to be something he does now, because he was having seizure after seizure after seizure this morning. He had one particular seizure that lasted ten minutes)) and they’ve gotten him to eat and drink, when he wouldn’t even stop seizing long enough for me to convince him to have some water. WHICH THIS IS A BIG FUCKING IMPROVEMENT FROM THIS MORNING.
GOD. WHAT THE HELL.
beelzebuzz said: You shouldn’t hate yourself- it’s not your fault and there’s nothing you could have done about it. All we can do is hope for the better.
totallynotwonderwoof said: It’s not your fault. I can see that you’re doing pretty much everything you can.
But it is, I swear it is..
My best is never good enough, so i shouldn’t have been the one that tried
Every animal I’ve ever tried to take care of has died
I guess I should finally take this as a clear sign I’m not meant to be any kind of care giver at all..
I hate myself for this.
I feel like it’s all my fault.
My fault he’s unable to stop seizing
If he dies, I will never forgive myself.
How could I?
How could I ever?
totallynotwonderwoof said: Most places where I live would at least try giving him medication first, maybe you should see a different vet? A magnesium deficiency was the cause of seizures for a dog I know.
They have given him medication, but he had some break through seizures
They said they couldn’t find anything wrong with him like that, and they say it’s a birth defect and they can’t treat it.
Yet my gf’s grandpa has a Pomeranian that has seizures due to brain damage and he was given medication for it. though the first vet he went to acted like the one my pup is at saying it would be best to put him down.
But we don’t have anymore money to take him anywhere else…
We’ve literally spent most of our month’s money on him
other than money for bills
Well, my puppy was indeed having seizures you guys
I don’t know what to do, he had one this morning that lasted 10 minutes, and he’s just been having them back to back and the vet we took him to can’t figure out what’s wrong with him other than it might be a birth defect, and in that case it is probably epilepsy.
The main doctor at the vet wants to put him down, because you know “it would be easier”
I don’t want to put him down though, he’s such a sweet little baby
He’s barely even 2 months old, he hasn’t had a chance to live a healthy happy life…
And the people who had him before obviously had been ignoring him when he’d have his seizures, and they’ve gotten worse and worse
But I want him to be put on medication for his seizures, not put down
you wouldn’t put down a human baby after all for just having epilepsy, it would be a waste of precious life
I just.. I can’t understand why he would rather put him down than give him medication for it
but you know, he’s gonna call us back in an hour (they had asked us to leave him there so they could watch him carefully) and I’ll see what he says
but if he refuses to give him medicine for it, I will fucking sue his ass and take that poor baby somewhere else to someone who will do the right thing.
:I I had a weird urge to draw this guy, I don’t even know a lot about him and I think he is amazing fffffff xdfgfdh
belongs to these kawaii senapai’s
star-vader said: noooooo ;n; i hope yer pup will feel better soon, try not to worry im sure everything will be okay
Hnn thank you ;n;
I will try not to worry so badly while I’m at school tomorrow…
star-vader said: well now someone is looking intensely fab this evening
pffffttt afjshkjgdkf— thank
Oh lord help me, I think my poor baby pup is having seizures ;n;
I’m so scared right now oh gosh
He’s done this twice within the past hour, and did another one earlier but this was as soon as he started getting sleepy
before this he was fine and running around being all cute and playful and exploring
I’m so confused and scared
I’m going to take him to the vet tomorrow
Ahhhhh so yeah, about that haircut I mentioned yesterdaaaaayyy
I’m super happy with the results because I can actually spike up the front like I’ve always wanted to yessssss
art by obsidian (Wooh NaYoung)
Beauty and the Beast, Alice in Wonderland, Wild Swans, Red Riding Hood, The Snow Queen, The Wizard of Oz
this is still my favourite thing